Revenge

I feel as if my heart is dropping,
I feel as if my guts are falling,
I feel as emotional as f* right now,
I am going to regret all of this.

I know it is wrong but I have to do it,
I told people about it but I should've kept quiet,
My whole life has been a big mess,
But that's not an excuse to play me like that.

I promise to make you suffer,
I promise to crush your spirit,
I promise to ruin your dreams,
I promise to let you have regrets.